This calls for some Mayday Parade

I've met someone in my life that still to this very day makes me feel like I am truly perfect the way I am. This someone has flaws and imperfections, but even they are flawless. This someone to me is more than what I could ever have asked to meet in life in order to believe they really exist. I asked for a cup of apple juice, and I got a whole field of apple trees. I know what love is because of this person and because of this person I also know how to tolerate painful memories for the time being. A simple road is now sacred and marks a meaningful point in my life because of this person. There will never be a time in my life when I won't think of this person when I see fireworks in the month of July, or any strangers' blue eyes, or curly, blond hair. No one will ever be able to look me straight in the eyes and make me feel as beautiful as I felt that night without saying a word, and I am no where near beautiful. This is how that person makes me feel at this very second in this lifetime and it makes me sad because as hard as I try to find someone who will win me over; the truth is, it's nearly impossible to run into something better when you've already had a taste of the best. And no matter how frustrating and difficult it is, I can't settle for less; that to me is not happiness. So I'll continue with my mission, and though I don't know for sure if this person and I will ever be together, deep down I've saved a little spot for this hopeless hope. After tonight, after everything has been said, I know I'll miss him more than I've ever missed him before.

"I can live without you but without you I'll be miserable at best."

The Secret is Out..

Nothing hurts more than telling the person who makes you truly the happiest to be happy with someone else.

Girls, girls, girls

I came across some unfortunate drama this evening and right now it still upsets me when I


think about it. GIRLS, I'm directing this to very specific people because I see them on my

page log all the time, and I do mean girls, because you all are clearly not women yet. At

that age, right now, you're probably thinking you're invincible and you're able to do whatever

you want, whenever you want to do it. You think you're on top of the world when in fact

you fail to respect your friends, your family, and most importantly, yourself. Competing with

your girls to see how many guys you can sleep with is NOT by all means impressive at all. It's

disgusting, embarrasing, and disturbing. You're only 17 for crying out loud! Do you actually

think all those guys you've slept with respect you? You're seen as a piece of meat; they get

a slice and leave. Don't get me wrong though, if you feel like being known as "easy" is a

better suit for you then hell, go for it! If not, focus on change! You still have so much ahead

of you and so much more to learn in life! It's not the end of the road yet, believe me. Learn

how you want to be treated and treat yourself that way. Other people only respect you the

way you respect yourself. You teach, they learn and follow. Get it? Quit spreading your legs

because you don't get enough attention. I'm not saying I know everything, but I know damn

sure that everything I've typed thus far is true. So take my advice and clean up your acts.
It'll better your future; less regrets are always good.

This is all I can do for you..for now.

Here, some photos instead of a blog for an update. How 'bout that? =) Credits to my sister-in-law, Pamela. She's a natural photographer, I swear on it.

I'm too tired right now to edit the others. Just check back for updates. =)

Secretly stealing your time..

I've literally been struggling for the past few days to come up with something brilliant to blog about. To bore you with the things I do everyday is not my intention; yes, I care that much about my followers/readers. I'm not here either to preach or give written lectures about how to live your life because by all means, I'm no expert at trying to live mine. I would have no right or say in what you should and shouldn't do in yours. I'm not here to try to impress anyone by using words you'd have to look up in the dictionary in order to understand, nor am I here to brag about my magnificent, one of a kind qualities (cough). I blog simply for your entertainment. I just want to write about something I believe people might enjoy to read or relate to in some way, shape, or form. So saying that, if you've laughed, became aware of something that never bothered to cross your mind, became angry or upset, blissful, bitter, appreciative, dumbfounded..or even just managed to smirk then I've done my job and glad to say that I did it damn well. So until I come up with something clever, stay tuned. I know this blog could be grouped in the cheap, you just secretely stole three minutes of my life category, but hey, a sucky blog is better than no blog at all. Oh, and don't get me wrong, stealing your time is always intentional.

New Year Imbeciles

Happy New Year everyone! What a great start to a new beginning must I say! Nothing beats a marvelous night out with my girls and guys, not even low life fuck faces who purposely try to ruin the first two hours of what's going to be an amazing 2010. Yep, I bet you know who I'm talking about. Those senseless, bird-brained morons who pretend to act hardcore, but when you break them down individually truth of the matter is [catches breath] each one would come short of filling their role of chicken shit (in other words, DIRT). How sad to you think one is when they think it's necessary to push an innocent one around just to get a little adrenaline rush? Too sad is the answer. I hate, HATE those depressed bastards who think "fighting" with others will cure their joyless hearts. It's a new year, now would be a good time to learn how to let go and enjoy your life while it lasts! If ruining other peoples nights would make you feel better then by all means...SIT YOUR SORRY ASS AT HOME, SON!

Mostly for guys, but I know this sometimes applies to girls too unfortunately; fighting doesn't make you more of a man or woman, if anything..less. You are LOW. You are DIRT. You're a foolish individual who needs to invest in some self control classes. What an ENORMOUS turnoff! Seriously guys, bitches dig that, woman don't. Take my word for it.

But even so!...we (the posse and I) didn't let something that stupid ruin our nights because we're simply too awesome. It turned out to be an excellent night, best new years eve/new year celebration yet! I hope everyone was safe and I wish you all a happy new year.