I've met someone in my life that still to this very day makes me feel like I am truly perfect the way I am. This someone has flaws and imperfections, but even they are flawless. This someone to me is more than what I could ever have asked to meet in life in order to believe they really exist. I asked for a cup of apple juice, and I got a whole field of apple trees. I know what love is because of this person and because of this person I also know how to tolerate painful memories for the time being. A simple road is now sacred and marks a meaningful point in my life because of this person. There will never be a time in my life when I won't think of this person when I see fireworks in the month of July, or any strangers' blue eyes, or curly, blond hair. No one will ever be able to look me straight in the eyes and make me feel as beautiful as I felt that night without saying a word, and I am no where near beautiful. This is how that person makes me feel at this very second in this lifetime and it makes me sad because as hard as I try to find someone who will win me over; the truth is, it's nearly impossible to run into something better when you've already had a taste of the best. And no matter how frustrating and difficult it is, I can't settle for less; that to me is not happiness. So I'll continue with my mission, and though I don't know for sure if this person and I will ever be together, deep down I've saved a little spot for this hopeless hope. After tonight, after everything has been said, I know I'll miss him more than I've ever missed him before.
"I can live without you but without you I'll be miserable at best."
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