Something Truly Special...

I'm doing horrible at keeping up with my blogs and I apologize, but I promise there's a reason behind it! Just from past experience, I guess I've learnt that sometimes it's just better not to write about personal problems online. Unless it's coming out of my mouth directly, sometimes just reading my thoughts through the computer screen can be misleading. And because lately I've been bombarded by all these personal matters, that's all that has been on my mind. I'd hate to bore you with them, and THAT'S WHY..I haven't been updating. I'm sorry, but I'm back now to share something really speacial with you all. =)

I have this really great girl friend and she lives three hours away from me. I know she's been busy so we haven't had much time to catch up on everything that's been happening. But just the other day, I received a pleasant note from her and I really wanted to share it with you. A little note like this brings me so much inspiration to keep doing what I love to do and makes me feel like I'm actually doing something right. It literally means the whole world to me.

Hi, Phoua.

I got really tuned into your blogs.
I know that maybe you get a lot of comments from others
saying how much you're so over-amateur at modeling
or that you look increibly great all the time, not that you don't.
And that you're so awesome to party with but,
I just wanted to let you know that
dude - you really inspire me to write.
I feel I'm coming off totally lesbian right now but
all the symbols and characters you post in your short writing/blogging kind of drills a long and needy goal into my brain, a goal to accomplish sometime soon in my life.
Not that you don't know already but I really wanted you to know that you're not just all looks and all for photoshoots. That you're incredibly original and full of gifts and talents.
And I am one of your awesome "I miss you" fan and friend.
I love you, dear.
Take care.

Her name is Jennifer, and I just wanted to say to her..
Thanks for your note, sweetheart. I hope you and your family are doing nothing less than perfect. Thanks for keeping up with my blogs, it means a lot to me. I really love and miss you and can't wait to see you again. =)