Saturday, July 10, 2010

What summer sends..

I won't be sad when everything ends because I've said all that I've been wanting to say. I've spilled my heart out and received the closure that I've been deprived of for the past year. I can't promise though, that I won't be comparing...because if they can't make me feel the way he made me felt, and treat me as well as he has treated me..then I won't settle. I will not settle for anything less, only equal to or greater and even I know that it's nearly impossible to run into someone so great. He is the total package and when you have to let that go, you only seek to find it again only just as good or greater. To find someone who can make me completely forget about him, pray for me too that I will eventually run into that gentleman.

I'll be like this for a while yet and I know that, but I won't let anything hold me back anymore from finding true happiness. My only hope is to keep in mind that we can cross paths again one day and once again, go on together from there.

His hugs I will miss the most as well as his kisses. Cuddling might not ever be the same again, but I can be happy for him because right now that's all I'm capable of doing. So good bye Sweetheart, so long to all of our memories. It was really more than just an attraction, wasn't it? I'll miss you more than you'll ever know. XOXO.

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