I have to be honest guys, this blog might be a bit boring. It's about being infatuated or what I like to refer to as the first stages of being a CREEPER! LOL. Me as a creeper; who would have guessed, right? This feeling is strange but I've felt it before..two times in my life. I like it. If my cousin knew about this, she'd be saying what she always says when she knows I've been swept off my feet. "Babygirl, slow down. You're gonna get your heart broken again and I don't want that." Mmmm, I don't have anything to say back to that. It's a possibility and I've considered that. This is the hardest thing for me, keeping it all inside. Hey now, don't get me wrong, I know when I should spill and right now, it's too soon to tell. I'll wait on it and see where it goes. I must say.........he's a really great guy. This also brings me to last summer which I'm doing better now trying to let go of and forget. I can see it happening now and in a way it saddens me, but I'm excited to see what's on the other side. Everyone, wish me a lot of luck. I seem to want it more than ever right now. If last summer comes back for another round, I don't want to fall into the same cycle; I want to be able to control it. Fuck you in advance, summer.
(Damn, does anyone else notice how different my writing is in this particular blog?! So many short sentences. WTSHIT. Lol, damages are being done.)Good night.
Here's a lot of luck wishing for you :) You deserve a good one!
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